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Unexpected

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Death takes you by suprise,
And it fools you throughout your days alive
You think it will happen somewhere along the path,
But little do you know which day it will come

It hurts a lot more when it's not you,
And you see it in one who is suffering,
And you expect death to overcome them
Because you see what is happening
That disease is terminal,
And death just lingers and teases

He was there for so long,
And I never truly loved him
How was I to?
I can only remember the memories given by him when I was younger, it was all I knew,
And he could never take the place of my father, yet he was never expected to
My mother loved him so,
And I didn't, but at times I just let go
He never bothered me anymore
Well because he couldn't,
And he made my mom happy, yet she was still stressed,
But she cared for him,
And he practically passed away in her arms

That night his body turned lifeless,
His face with sunken cheekbones had begun to turn blue,
And his lips were losing color and had changed to this faint purple,
His tongue escaping his mouth
The sirens were sounded outside the house,
He was taken away from the floor but still had a pulse,
And his abscence left the room full of rattling nerves

It is sad to think that
One person who was there everyday you woke up,
The one who always got on your nerves from time to time,
The one you always expected to sit there like any other day,
And the next they weren't

It feels so empty, and there is a saddening void that needs to be filled
Because it is wrong of us to live in sorrow
Just that moving on will be a trouble and a burden,
But it must be done...

Today is the day he is expected to die
This is definitely more precise because it has to do with what has happened recently. It is about this man that was my mom's boyfriend. They would have gotten married but it was best not to because the healthcare benefits would get messed up. He was diagnosed with Hunington's Disease about the time I was in first or second grade. I never really loved him or liked him because of some things he did when I was younger. There were times he was nice to me, but I could never remember them because I was so young. He did care about me, but he still had his moments where he was a jerk. The beginning of his disease played apart in him being a jerk as well. Living with him and the disease has taken about seven years. My mom never dumped him when she found out about his disease. It was saddening to me now because she found out on her birthday when I was younger. She was always by his side. He annoyed her many of times but that never changed her loving him. She is somewhat glad that he is going to pass away not knowing what happened because she hated the idea of putting him in a nursing home and him feeling depressed and abandoned. We both never expected it to happen in these past few days, and we will figure out some things on our own. It was best for him because that disease gets worse and it gets harder to watch.

To Mike: R.I.P


ps. There are many that don't know of Hunington's Disease. It is a rare genetic neurological disease. It causes the brain to shrink and the body to lose control. There are some cases where the people are violent. It starts off a bit like tourettes-- a little twitching. To the near end they look like someone from the Holocaust and they can't eat by themselves and can't even control their own bowel movements. It is hard to watch and live with it.
Hunington's Disease Society of America:
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Rockheart17's avatar
<3 May he be in a better place now <3